i'm learning to fall;;Elizabeth

[elizabeth anne thatcher]

elizabeth&&thatcher
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all

••AUDITIONS••

Holar! The name's Elizabeth Thatcher. Let's keep it short though and call me Liz. I'm nineteen years of age and that can't be changed. I work at my father's camp for disturbed teens. I help with the rape or abuse victims in the Charlie company. I've never been abused in my life. Rape? Yeah, I have. I was lucky enough though to not get pregnant or die. -sigh-

I actually have two younger sisters though. Their name's are Aimee and Lacey. From long ago I had to help with them. See, dad was always caught up in his work. Too busy to notice his kids or help them in need. I guess we grew up faster though. We learned to take care of ourselves and all that jazz. I'm still very aware of my sisters and always try to help then when they are in need.

Remember when I said my dad was always too caught up in his work? Well, I'd hope so. That might be the reason that I have the urge to rebel so much with him. He's never paid attention and still doesn't. He's so caught up with the co-founder and everything going on in camp. I try my best to impress him or get him to notice me but it always goes... well, unnoticed. On to a happier subject though.

I was born December 31st. I know right, so close to being a New Years baby. Actually, I was only a few minutes away. It is nice though to celebrate your birthday in winter. When all the snow is on the ground, depending on where you live, just a big white blanket. I used to play in it when I was younger but of course, I got older. Ohio is the place to be though. My hometown and we've lived here forever. I wouldn't dare go anywhere else.

••HAIRANDMAKEUP••

Elizabeth Thatcher, how can she be described? Let's begin with the top. Elizabeth has the best black hair that shines in the sun. Her eyebrows are nicely done but below those are the most gorgeous eyes ever seen. Her blue eyes can see past any lie or any front. Her nose though? She despises it. She doesn't feel as if the shape fits her face right. If she had the money, she'd fix it. Unfortunately, she doesn't.Her ears are pierced though you could never tell with her hair always being down. Her teeth shine brightly though she'd get those fixed too. She does try to accept these things though.

You could say that Elizabeth's chest isn't as fully developed as some girls but she accepts that... sort of. Her stomach though is amazingly flat. All those sit-ups really do come in handy. She does have some upper body strength but she isn't over built. Meaning she can take a boy down any day. -wink- She has curves. No doubt no one can call her a boy. As if they'd say it anyways with her guns. Her hands are her least favorite. She can't paint her nails pink or red at all. Wrinkly hands for women seemed to born in the family. If you paint them red or pink, they just look older.

Her long slender legs are perfect with heels. She wouldn't dare wear any though. They're her least favorite shoe. She'd take tennis shoes any day. She also always compliments them with shorts or skirts, though she does prefer the shorts. People say she has a black girl's butt, she doesn't think it's that big though. She's constantly trying to get rid of the boys. So all though she can be pretty, she only sees the flaws and what needs to be fixed. Or in this case, what she wants to change.

••PLAYINGTHECHARACTER••

Elizabeth can easily be on of the strongest girls you will ever meet. Her strength is being able to show off to the boys at all the physical aspects of camp, and anywhere else for that matter. Don't tell them though but her weakness is when they fall for her. It's hard for her to comprehend that someone actually cares for her. This makes her push them away without even meaning to. Since Elizabeth had to depend on herself so much she seems so much more older then she really is. Though there is a weakness to that strength. Growing up so fast, she never got that chance to well, be a kid. So sometimes that side can come out. Whether it could be locking herself in her room or storming off mad, it's something that makes her, well, her. Elizabeth can also be nice to anyone, winning her way into their heart. She gets along with everyone, almost. Her temper is very short. A low fuse. So don't mess with.

She loves her eyeliner and black nail polish. She absolutely hates creepy crawlies. Spiders are the worst. Camp isn't such a good idea after all. She loves her favorite blanket that has been in the family forever. She dislikes watching T.V. Music is her life though. She can listen for hours. She dislikes dark alleys and teen magazines that are full of junk. She loves to gossip though. She hates when people talk about her though.

Elizabeth is a fun, outgoing young adult. She is very mature about many things. Though some things can make her feel like a kid. When she hangs with the kids of the camp she tries to be the best counselor and act as best as she can. Sometimes though, she feels the need to rebel. Mainly against her father. The owner of the camp.

Though she does have a somewhat of a winning personality. No one is perfect. Everyone has their flaws and Elizabeth is no exception. She has a short fuse. In other words, she can lose her temper quickly. If there's any gossip going around, she'll speak her mind and say it isn't true.

Remember that whole thing about speaking her mind. If she has a problem with you, she'll tell you. If she doesn't have a problem, it's the same thing. She will say what's on her mind. She does keep things from her dad. The reason why he doesn't realize how much he neglected his kids.

Another trait, she doesn't open up easily to people she loves. Or even people she doesn't. Things about her, she keeps to herself. Secrets, past, everything. The only people who knows it all, or ever close, are her sisters. As you can tell by now. Elizabeth isn't perfect and she doesn't try to be. Those things are what make her, her.

••INTHEAUDIANCE••

Well, I'm supposed to describe my mother and father. These are both tough. My mom, she's dead. She's still a very touchy subject too. I never really made the bond that Aimee had with her. She did care for all of us though. She very much was a great role model. My dad, well, he's caught up in his work. Though he does give us whatever we want. I mean it's great but sometimes materialistic things are the best things in life. My sisters, Aimee and Lacey, they are the most amazing people in my life. They are my family and best friends. We're all so close in age and it's hard to believe that Aimee is engaged already but I'm also so proud of her. I work at my dad's camp, if I need to remind you again. Even being in such close proximity, we still don't talk much. Some days, not at all. I guess it's his fault though.

I was born on December 31st, somewhere around 11 o'clock at night. So close to being a New Year's Baby. It's not a damper though. I feel in love with my mom at first glance. I had a really great childhood. For the first year of my life, I was a happy baby, then came my little sister, Aimee and my mom said I got even happier. At two, my mom had Lacey. By then I was the happiest I could get. They were my best friends and I would always help her with them. I never had to babysit really since we were all so close in age. So I kept growing. As if you could stop, right? I got good grades in school, kept up with my school work. Though I was never counted as a nerd. My 'bad girl' rep counted as something else. I didn't even think about it then though.

I had my first boyfriend at age 14, though I quickly broke up. Still as to unknown why I did. He really was a great guy. I started slacking off at the beginning of high school. Too busy with flirting and other things. I never told my friends much, which is why I guess I only saw them at school. Maybe it was my fault though. Maybe that was why I had gotten raped. Because I didn't have anyone with me on the night I decided to walk home. It continually got darker so I tried a shortcut down an alley way. Bad idea. You should be able to guess what happened next.

If you thought I didn't open up before, you should've seen me after. I pushed everyone away. I mean my sisters knew what happen, and so did my dad. He didn't show any sympathy though. I began focusing on my studies more. Almost always reading something for school. My mom died somewhere in that time. It's something I don't try to remember. I kept myself in my room and that's why my grades began going up in school. I got accepted to many colleges, even an Ivy League school. I told them I wanted to take a break for a year but then I would reapply next year. They of course, said they'd be waiting for my app. Maybe be the end of the summer, I'll change my mind but for now, I'm living day by day.

••BACKSTAGE••

My name is Macy. I'm 14 years of age. Just turned in September. Mace, Macy, whatever you can think of is fine by me. I've roleplayed for about two or three years. I found this site at the proboards advertisement. You can contact me with AIM(rndomNCSUfan) or E-MAIL([e-mail])

Emmett's loud laugh boomed through the air. Someone miles away could hear his laugh from the baseball field. It was raining again and as usual when a thunderstorm was around the Cullens were outside playing baseball in the field. Emmett watched Bella as she could now play that she was vampire. He watched her eyes flicker trying to see where she might hit it. Her strength was stronger then her speed so if he could catch a pop fly, she'd be out.

Emmett backed up a few feet and then their eyes meet. Emmett watched Bella's eyes grow wide and a smile broke out on her lips. Emmett glared at her, wondering what she could possibly be thinking. Emmett watched Alice pitch the ball and saw Bella anticipating her swing. When the bat and ball made contact, the ball only moved a few feet. She'd bunt the ball. Emmett made a mad dash to third as Alice ran for the ball. picking it up and throwing it her best, she passed to Emmett. Emmett kept his eyes on the ball, waiting for the catch. He caught the ball firmly in his hands and slid just as Bella did. With a loud boom they both crash into third.

Esme ran over and waited for the dust to clear the air before calling, "Safe". Emmett stood up. "What?! She's out," Emmett declared but Esme shook her head and smiled at him. Emmett huffed and walked off as Edward walked over to check that Bella was okay. "Give the girl credit Edward, she's fine," Emmett huffed again before taking his spot back on the field.

Emmett patiently waited for everyone to get back into their spots on the field. Even though he tried to be patient, he did huff a lot. Finally, everyone had gotten back to their spots. Next up was Rosalie. Emmett smiled wide and turned to look at Bella. "You better run fast, I'll be on your heels," Emmett threatened and turned his head back to Rose. A smile of victory was placed on his face.

••THEPLAYBOOK••

so, this was made by jenny a.k.a slytherdorclaw of blank pages!. this took a while so, as always, don't steal. um, yeah. so that's it, really.